my sweet Lee Joseph!!  / Carrie Morse (Auntie)

I have been wanting to write again here for awhile.... and then I dreamt about you the other night...   and I said oh crap..  I will do that today!  You see, my gram comes and see's me in my dreams and when that happens I know she is close by and thinking of me... so I have been waiting patiently for you to make your presence in my dreams....  And then you did...   It was a bit unrealistic and you were also only about 5yrs old... but it was great!!  So thank you!! and oh yea.. I slept through my alarm as was late to work!!  lol   Well, I haven't made it over to see you, but I have seen Danielle and Mom and Dad too...  I think it was a tough Turkey day for them... I hope you are ok and at peace, but still think every day about the what if's!!  I love you, Lee Joseph!!  Auntie Carrie

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HAPPY TURKEY DAY :)  / Breeanna (friend)

happy thanksgiving babe i hope your having fun up there hah eat alot of turkey :) i wish you were here it would be so much fun..is just starting to sink in that your not coming back :( but its ok ill see you when its my time i keep coming to visit you ill never stop i love u soo much ..well i gotta go help my mom for turkey day lol ill talk to you soon love you...happy thanksgiving sweetie mwahhh

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we miss you buddy  / Branden (friend)
hey lee its been a little over a month since u passed away. its not the same. its gunna be hard for me and brian to go fishing in the power lines like we all used to. i hope it was you that saved me and my friends from getting in the accident to mass bay. we sure do wish youwere here. everytime i think of a memory that we shared i get a cold shiver down my back and i'm hoping its a sign from you to me. hopefully you can give us all a sign that you love us all and watch over us. i havent gone to visit you yet its just sinking in that your gone. it felt like you were just away on a trip. you were the one that everyone turned to for advice. a good quote i heard the other day is only the good die yound. i sure do miss you buddy. i'll talk to you soon. keep protecting us all. espically your parents, grandparents sister, neice, and everyone else that you were close to. save me a seat up there for when my time comes. Close

2 months  / Breeanna (friend)
soo today was 2 months since youve been gone time flys :( i wish you were here i think about u all the time i feel that your here helping me...i got a job the other day working with kids :) if that was u helping me than thank you soo much ive tryed and tryed for months to get anohter job working with kids and then i got one:) i wish you were here soo i could tell you all about it and how much i hate it and love it lol u would just laugh and tell me about how much u need a job oo man lee i miss talking to u so much i just wish you could come back everyday i feel like im gunna wake up tomorrow and youll be here but i know thats not gunna happen i really think it wasnt your time to go god should let you come back to us that would be great everyone would be soo much happier.. me and john went and visited you the other day i left you a present :) i felt you there with us when we were talking to u it was soo cold out that night but at times it got reallllyyy windy and yet i was soo warm i felt you there with me and him..keep watching over us sweetie i love u soo much ill talk to u soon ..turkey days coming up lol hope you have a happy thanksgiving with all the angels ..love u babe Close

Dream / Tabbie (friend)

I had a dream about you last night. You came back to us. It was like you had one more chance, and you told me you weren't gunna mess that up and you were gunna live your life to the fullest. You gave me a huge hug :)
and then i woke up :( and all i can think since i woke up is that just wasn't fair. as great as it felt to get a hug from you again, why couldnt that be real? you of all people deserve another chance. and it has been bugging me all day. it's just not fair. it was such an awesome dream, and then i woke up.
can you make the dream a little longer next time please?

love ya buddy

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Thank You  / Danielle Smith (Sister)
I know that was you thank you so much for coming to me. I needed you so much thank you I know it was you:)  I love you so much i Miss you thank you so much you knew how bad that day was you saved me :)
i love and miss you
P.S. i can feel you all the time
Watch Rylee She will be walking soon
Stay close to mom and dad maybe you can visit them like you did me
i love you
COMFORT that what you brought to me
I love you
Sweet Dreams
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miss you  / Tabbie Liston (friend)

Lee, I miss you so much. It was so hard telling Rory. He just doesn't know how to take it. He told me he doesn't feel anything. He doesn't feel happy, or sad, or anything. He's just pissed off at the world. And he feels like if he were here he could of helped you. Lee, I hate seeing him like that. Can you please make sure you watch over him and look out for him and help him through this? I'm trying the best I can, but nothing is really helping. You would be so proud of him if you were here =]

He left for NC today and it was a little harder then I thought, because you were one of the ONLY people I could talk to about him being gone and after we left the airport all I wanted to do was call you and ask you to meet me at the park so we could swing and just hang out. I miss doing that, soo much.

Rest peacefully sweetie<3

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not the same anymore  / Breeanna (good friend )
hey sweetie thought id stop by its been a while..i went and visited you the other day it gets harder and harder everytime i see you i just still cant believe that your gone ive been so miserable..you were always there to make me laugh when i really didnt feel like it you cared about me and i did to i soo wish i gave you what you wanted i know how much you wanted to date me i was just soo busy with my new job and never had time to see you im soo sorry babe ..well every night i go to bed i dream about you wishing you were still here i dont want to think youve been gone for almost 2 months i want to wake up tomorrow and everything go back to normal and you be here  but i know that wont happen ill just have to wait to see you when its my time to go take care up there baby dont have to much fun without me lol....oo by the way your sister is a real sweet girl my brother has stopped by LA Roberts a few times and talked to her and shes told him how thankful she is and how much ive done for you.i cant wait to hopefully meet her :)..watch over me babe keep me safe help me through my tough times with friends and family.i wish you would have told me something was wrong i was always there to talk to you i got worried when i didnt talk to you for a few days and then i got a text from a friend saying you passed i was soo upset i just didnt want to believe it..i still cry everyday ive never had someone soo close to me pass away at such a young age this town wont be the same without you soo many people miss you everyday i hear someone or read something about how much your missed i know i miss you alot..well idk what else to say ill come by again soon ..take care babycakes see you soon love always Breeanna (best friends since 6th grade)  Close

Its been too long  / Danielle Smith (Sister)
Im sorry its taking so long to write to you, things have a been nusy, trying to pick up some more shifts at la so we can save some money for Rylee's christmas. I really wish you were gonna be here shes really going to have fun this year. It still doesnt feel real. Lee i miss you so much i just wish there was something anything i could have done. Me and Eric are gonna stay with mom this Thanksgiving, i cant even get excited about the holidays anymore some says still hurt so much. Nana and grampa are going to Aruba soon, but they just keep saying how it wont be the same. Nothing will ever be the same. I dont even know how i am gonna tell Rylee. God Lee sometimes i really wish you though about things. Its really hard with out you here, not just for me but for everyone. I miss you so much. Rylee is getting so big she is ready to walk, but i guess we have been saying that for a while lol. I have to work tonight and i think all the scrapbooking girls are coming to visit. :) Should make the night go by a little faster. Dad came over for dinner last night. Remember all summer how you would come over after work ( all dirty and gross from working outside) you could always eat! i had to make extra if you were staying because you could eat so much! Im sorry for the times i didnt invite you out. i should have asked you more.   I should have invited you to the mexican place.  You know what i mean
I love you so much
please help us through this let us know somedays do get better
I love you lee always and forever
Your sister
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not the same  / Branden (friend)
hey lee its been a while. this halloween sucked because u werent arround to do ur halloween decorations. i sure do miss you buddy. its been about 2 months now. it doesnt seem like it. i think about u alot and hope that ur watching over all of us. Close

My strength and prayers are with you all....  / Tammie Harper (A friend of Carries )

I am a friend of Carrie's. I pray for all that knew and loved Lee. I remember him when he was small - he was so cute and such a bright little boy. 

My heart aches for all of you.  Our family went through the same difficult time a number of years ago

i took a few moments reading all the wonderful memories and notes to Lee.  It's just so great to have this space to share with each other.  It will help in your healing....

May God and Lee watch over each of you forever....

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miss you soo much everyday  / Breeanna Dimock (friend)
hey babe i stop by and visit you alot i was looking at some pictures of you on john devins facebook you look like you were having so much fun ..i wish i could have hung out with you i woulda had so much lol you an awesome kid and youll always be missed by so many people youll never be forgotten never youll be in my heart until the day i join you so save a spot for me right next to you up there babe :) halloween was fun i wish you coulda been here my brother decorated our house it came out awesome you woulda loved it he had cob webs all around the stairs and strob lights with howling noises and black lights it was awesome i no you woulda had fun but its ok you were prolly have your own halloween up there with all the angels lol...miss you so much dear but i gotta head to bed its 1 am gotta try and find a job tomorrow lol you were always there trying to cheer me up about not having a job lol you were great to me ..ill come by and visit you soon love ya babe Close

we're sorry  / Peter Therrien
although it has been a while, too long, since we've seen everyone we just want you to know how sorry we are for your loss and to all of lees' family and friends our thoughts are with you Close

remembering / Branden (friend)

hey lee, today i heard a song and thought about u. halloween is almost here. its gunna be the hardest day for me. i went to every ur house to see your decorations. the song is please remember me by tim mcgraw. i heard it and felt like u were watching over me today. hopefully someday we will all see each other again. i really wish u were still here. we are all still recovering from the fact that ur gone. it hit me the hardest in my family. i'm gunna go visit u soon. i hope that ur up there protecting ur family and friends. there isnt a day that i dont think about u. all of our memories will always be with me. when ever i need cheering up i think about the time we all hung out and u threw a rock at a bee hive.

i sure do miss u buddy.

i'll talk to u again soon.

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miss you buddy  / Kevin (good friend )

Your death was a shock to me. I still cant believe your gone. We had 3 weeks together at BCC and it was great. You were probably one of the easiest people to talk to, to get along with, I wish more people had a heart as big as yours. I was really looking forward to hanging out with you and going to your halloween bashes that are so famous. I went to your wake and had no emotion, not in a bad way, i just couldnt believe what i was seeing. On the car ride back from your wake, it finally hit me and i balled my eyes out. I had a dream that i was walking to the steps at BCC and heading up the ramp and getting ready to make the left to our reading class and i saw you walk into the classroom right as i was rounding the corner. I shouted LEE and you looked with a smile, i blinked you disappeared. I woke up and started crying. I miss you so much that I've seen you in my dreams. You were a little shy and quiet, but you were a sweet kid with a heart of gold. No one can measure up to you as a person, the way you overcame, the way you carried yourself, you were great. I had'nt seen you since the 7th grade until 5 years later when we atteneded BCC together as freshman. In 7th grade i remember you were a little chubby, you had a million pets, and no one could take down a big mac faster than you could haha. Then i see you at 19 years old and i was shocked. You lost all that weight, you were staying out of trouble, you were so down to earth. Reading class just isnt the same without you me and Toni miss you so much dude. Love you brotha, never forget you.

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today / Breeanna Dimock (friend)
hey hun i miss you tons halloweens coming up to bad your not here my brothers having a cotume party i know you would had an awesome time if you were here....well today i went to this show in attleboro it was a bunch of indie rock bands lol not really my type of music but it was fun you prolly would have liked it it was me and kelly and i had to wear a costume lol i felt soo akward people were staring at me cuz there all punk and im not lol oo boy lee how i wish you were here to share all these fun times with me..well im getting tired and have not a clue what to write lol all i know is that i miss you ooo sooo muchh ill come visit you soon i have something for you..love ya sweetie see you soon .<33 Close

Lee Joseph!!  / Auntie Carrie (godmother)
My sweet Lee Joseph!  It has been 1 month already.  I look at your pictures every day and still don't believe you are gone.  I carry you around with me everywhere.  But having you in the car w/me didn't help me NOT get a $220 speeding ticket the other day.  Thanks! :)Still doesn't seem real.  But I know it is!  Feeling the way I feel, like you were my own, I can't imagine how mom, dad, danielle and nana and grampy feel.   I know your parents are struggling, but they are so strong, they are going to get thru this.  They have so many people around them to help.  I feel helpless tho, there is nothing I can do to change what has happened!  I went to see you before the engraving was done and left you a yellow rose, I took from the funeral and dried it!  It probably won't last long, but I smelt it for a long time.  I keep thinking back to you as the cutest little boy with a little bit of devil in him. :) Scaring the heck out of me one day I was babysitting!!  Do you remember?? Yes we all do, because we all talk about it all the time, STILL!!  That memory makes me smile!!  Well, Danielle was right, this does feel pretty good to type here.  Well, I miss you so very much and so wish I could change things... I will be back and write some more!  good night Lee Joseph!!  yes, that is what I always called you!!  even now!!  love you, Auntie Carrie xoxo Close

we miss u lee  / Branden Harrop (neighbor and friend )
i cant belive its almost one month already. not aday goes by when i dont think about you. a good saying that i hear alot is only the good die young. this halloween i'm going to dedicate it to you personally. and i will think about you everyday. i miss you so much lee. its not the same anymore. Close

one month  / Babara Jillson (Nana)
One month today we lost our favorite grandson and our lives have changed forever. We think about you every day and i visit your grave ever day atleast once most days more. so many of your friends leave you gifts. Me and Grampy saw Danielle from Aruba last week, and she also misses you very much. Please watch over all of your family and give us the strength to go on and most of all be happy and at peace
love
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miss you  / Breeanna Dimock (friend)
i miss you more and more everyday i wish i wasnt soo busy all the times when you wanted me to go fishing with you and stuff i was soo busy with work :( im sad i didnt get to spend time with you ..im going to miss you alot im sorry we never got a chance to hang ..love you hun see you soon Close